So the idea is that there would be a blog that would have nothing but letters people write to the Mars guys. Considering they’re on break at the moment it’s a perfect time to think about what they mean to you and put it all in one letter.
Some of them could definitely be anonymous if decided and they could be ‘boring’ to the stereotypical dark past letter like mine. The thing is, when I wrote my letters to the guys, it was really very therapeutic for me to do that. Just to get my thoughts down in words.
I think eventually what I would want to do is — those that would request it — the next time they go on tour I would save my money for another Meet and Greet and print out the letters of those that can’t afford to get their letters to the guys and give the guys these letters.
Or we could try to get them to look at this blog. Either one works just pleasantly.
As I sit here watching the cursor blink, trying to formulate words that would make sense, I can only come to one conclusion. There aren’t enough words to explain how I feel about MARS. All I can say is that 2011, was probably the best year of my entire existence and it’s all because of Jared, Tomo, Shannon and the Echelon. I’ve shared some of the best moments of my life with them and I’ve met pretty spectacular people along the way. At the end of the day, all I want to say is THANK YOU. In all my years on this planet, I’ve never felt the happiest as I do now. I can remember the exact moment where everything changed. It was at the Mars 300 show on December 7th, during This Is War right before Tomo’s solo. Everything came to a stand still in my eyes and at that moment tears of joy slowly made their way form my eyes to my cheeks. I had an out of body experience, I blacked out. All I remember is snapping out of it and saying to myself; IVE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY. I can’t believe I was lucky enough to participate in this world breaking evening. It means everything to me. I cannot wait to continue this amazing experience with the boys and live new and exciting adventures. Until we meet again